Sometimes, it feels so crazy not having you here

Somedays, I want to break down in tears

Some where you’re out there thinking of us

And we think of you

Missing you the way we know you miss us too

I’m caught and confused

My emotions they know not what to do

My brain tries to think of a different approach

But it’s hard to act with your heart in your throat

Are you still alive?

Or has the evil been done?

Tears prick my eyes and my soul becomes undone